Broken Dreams: A Secret Kept

Chapter One: Feeling Alone

Dear Diary:

I wanna run away from it all, my parents just don’t get me they don’t get that i don’t want to go to college to become a Doctor I have told them that ten times a day that I want to be a rock star but they just say Solomon come up with a more realistic goal, being a Rock Star isn’t a realistic goal and you know it, your going to college to become a Doctor and your going to like it my parents always say that and we always have a big argument because of it and we don’t talk for the rest of the day once we didn’t talk a whole month yeah I know harsh right? I love my parents but they can be such assholes, why do I have to be a stupid dumb Doctor?.

I don’t want to be a Doctor besides being a Rock Star is a realistic goal how can it not be? My parents wouldn’t have to pay for college expenses and I would be happy, I guess my happiness don’t matter to them I really hate how my parents treat me, I am 16 but you wouldn’t think that with the way my parents treat me they are snobby bible thumping hippocrates they are super religious and don’t treat me like I am a teenager or even like I am there son they treat me more like a kid then anything else sometimes even worse then that but you know what I take it like a man, I am not allowed to have friends who are non Christian or gay because they don’t approve of there lifestyles, what they don’t know is I am friends with a guy who is gay and have been for 2 years now if they ever found out they would be so pissed and would probably send me away to a Christian camp I would run away for sure if that ever happened they claim they know me but they don’t, I have to dress the way they tell me to dress in fact my mom comes in my room and lays my clothes out for me, how insane is that?! So I don’t even get to pick what I want to wear I am 16 for fuck sakes and I am treated like a 2yr old I am surprised my parents don’t feed me I have to wear dress pants and and a dress shirt everyday I don’t even go to a school that has a dress code so why wear dress pants and a dress shirt? I get made fun of for it not that being made fun of bothers me or anything but the name calling does I get called a fag because of the way I dress and because of the friend I hang out with and because somehow a student found out my secret and now I am getting shit for that too I don’t want to tell my secret now because my parents would freak out they will find out sooner or later I prefer much later, i don’t get privacy they will read my diary anyway I know they will so I try to keep things at a minimum and not mention anything that would make them mad like the not being friends with a non Christian or person who is gay those two are big don’t do’s they’ll find out about that sooner or later so why not sooner then later? But hey they might be in a good mood um yeah right when have they ever been in a good mood around me?

I always seem to make them angry no matter what I do or say it isn’t good enough for them, I wish I had an older sister or brother but my mom can’t have anymore children I am kinda glad anyway because my parents wouldn’t like them either if they don’t like me so much then why did they even planned to have me come into this hellhole of a life?.

My parents are going to be the death of me with there constant nagging and babying I just wish that they will let me grow up let me make my own mistakes

Well I better go my mom is calling me for dinner and my dad works late so I don’t know when he’ll be home.

Love Solomon.

 

( Authors note: this is a lot different then I am used to writing so I am sorry for the cussing and stuff like that also fair warning this story will probably have a few more cuss words I don’t overly use them but Solomon does have a potty mouth and his parents aren’t the best in the world so his going to have his angry spells I know I would if I had parents like his, also I didn’t like putting the word fag but Solomon is dealing with being called that word so it has to be used it is for story purposes only I won’t be using the diary format throughout his story but in this chapter I do because I felt that Solomon would be the type of teen to write in this diary from time to time, don’t worry I will add some pictures but I don’t have any right now and wanted to write this before I had forgotten what I wanted to write I do that a lot so i am going to try and write when I think of something to add to my story.)

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Update: Sorry for the delay guys

I am sorry for not updating my story, but I have made a decision I am going to delete Sam’s story, i hate to do it but I am just not feeling his story anymore I will probably do something with Sam and Sheldon in the future but for now Sam’s story will be unfinished I think that is how it should be some sims just aren’t met to have there story told, I will probably do another story though, sorry for any inconveniences I have caused y’all.

The Versatile Blogger Award

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I am honored to be nominated this award by Sliverwolf6677 the author of Whispering Waters, Thank you so very much 💗💓💖💜.

The rules are:

1. Thank the person who nominated you
2. Share the award on your blog
3. Share seven random facts about yourself
4. Tag 10 bloggers with less than 1000 followers and let them know they have been nominated.

Seven Random Facts About Me.

1. I love to write, my goal is to try and be the best writer i can possible be and to publish a book of my stories that is my dream.

2. I love Dolphins and Cats and wolves i could go on but i won’t lol.

3. I love to sing even though i cannot carry a tune you could say i am tone deaf ha ha, but i love doing it anyway i love to listen to music while i play the sims3 and while writing my stories.

4. I am an open minded person, i love my family and friends for who they are i will never try to change them i just hope they never try to change me, that is what i want.

5. I like to keep my personal life private unless i get to know you than i open up sometimes i open up if we have a conection to one other if not than i won’t open up to you.

6. I try to keep my dirty laundry off the internet, it would be gross if we actually took pictures of our dirty laundry in real life, so why do it online lol.

7. I want to have the type of relationship my parents have, they are there for each other no matter what and they care about each other so much i want that i want someone to love me back and never want to leave me for another women i truly would love to have that someday soon, the truth is i am not getting any younger lol.

 

My 10 picks.

1. Whispering Waters

2.CizitenErased14

3.Lisabeesims

4.Virtualee

( i don’t think i have 10 people to pick.)

The Sunshine Blogger Award

I am honored to be nomiated yet again for an award, makes me feel happy that others really like my stories thank you Sliverwolf6677 she is the author of Whispering Waters and a really good friend rather she knows or not she has inspired me to keep on being me Thank You!

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My questions for my nominees:( From Sliverwolf6677)

1.If you could be any age for a week, what age would that be? If i could be any age for a week i would be 25 again ( i miss being able to do the things i used to be able to do lol.)

2.If you could only have one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? Spegatti, i love pasta if i could i would eat it all the time but than again if i did that i would get tired of pasta fast so i don’t want to do that.

3.If you had a brainwashing machine, who would you use it on? On an ex friend so she knows just how i felt when she kept on asking me what about me? That shit seriously drove me to stop being her friend.

4.If  you could wake up tomorrow in someone else’s body, who would it be? I would be myself, i love me enough to want to wake up in my own body i am comfortable in my body to not want to wake up in someone else’s body.

5.What’s the best compliment you’ve ever received? When i was told i was beauitful once it made me feel happy sometimes i don’t feel beautiful so it is nice to be told that i am beautiful.

6.What was the weirdest prank call you’ve ever made? I never really actually made a prank call, but i did answer a prank call before and they copied every word i said it annoyed me so i hung up on them.

7.What is your greatest strength? My greatest strength is helping others and giving advice to my friends and my writing is my greatest strength as well.

8.What type of music do you listen to? Some pop and rock n roll, also oldies!.

9.Would you lie to protect a friend? No because lying isn’t right, and i could loose that friend if they ever found out i lied to them so i think it is best to tell the truth no matter how hard and scary it could be telling the truth is always better in the end.

10.Would you eat a bowl of crickets for $1,000? Hell yes i would, if i get the 1,000 dollars than heck yeah bring it on lol.

11.If you joined the circus…what would your performer name be? Um Mrs. Pink the circus performer lol.

 

So, here is the list of rules that came along with my nomination:

Rules:

1.Thank the person who nominated you and add a link to their blog.

2.Answer the 11 questions sent by the person who nominated you.

3. Nominate 11 bloggers and add their links.

4. Notify the bloggers you included.

5. Keep the rules in your post.

 

My nominations in no particular order: ( I do not have 11 people to nominate 😢.)

1. Lisabeesims – lisabeesims

2. alyssasimmers – Twisted Fairytale

3. CitizenErased14 – Ashes to Ashes

4. Sliverwolf6677 – Whispering Waters

 

My questions for the nominees ( does not have to be in order):

1. What is your favorite color and why?

2. If you could get any sims epansion pack for the sims 4,or any of the games what would it be?

3. If you could pick any celebrity to have diner with, where would you go and who would it be with?

4. If a friend needs to talk to you and it is important would you drop everything and talk to them, or would you ignore them?

5. What is your favorite type of story?

6. What is your favorite dessert?

7. If you could do anything in the world, what would it be?

8. When you where little did you have any pets?

9. What is your favorite flower?

10. What do you fear most?

11. If you could be in any Fairytale story, what would it be and why?

Spirit Animal Award

Oh wow i am flattered to be nominated the “Spirit Animal Award”, I was nominated by Sliverwolf667 the author of “Whispering Waters.” Thank you so very much 💖.

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Spirit Animal Blog Award Acceptance Rules:

  • Thank the blogger who nominated you, and link back to their page.
  • Post the award picture on your blog.
  • Write a short paragraph about yourself and what your blog means to you.
  • If you could be any animal, what would it be?
  • Pick and notify ten nominees.

 

About me:

I am a 31 year old from Western, Kentucky it is part of the United States, I love my family and my friends they mean a lot to me i am single and it is complicated but it isn’t bad. I love to play console games and i love playing the sims, i love to listen to music i also love to read Stephen King is one of my favorite authors, my blog means so much to me i really love working on my story and love the comments i get they keep me wanting to keep on working on New Hope: A Sam YI Tale, but the comments is just a bonus, having fun is all that matters, but i am glad some of you enjoy reading Sam’s story i really hope you all continue to enjoy his jounrney.

If i could be a spirit animal what would it be?

It would be a dolphin of course, because they are so smart and it would be fun to swim in the ocean without a care in the world he he, they are such beautiful creatures.

Atlantic Spotted Dolphin - Stenella Plagiodon

My nominnees

oh darn i don’t have anyone else to nominate, the rest i am following has already been nominated i am sorry :'(.

PS: With Love

 

My dearest Sarah

I’m writing this in hopes that you’ll never forget how much I love you, that you’ll always have a place in my heart; you’re the one I want to be with for the rest of my life, you are the only one I can think about before I go to sleep at night, the only one I see a future with, the only one I want a family with and Sarah darling don’t be too hard on your dad he only wants what is best for you, you’re his only daughter that is why he protects you so, I know he must not like me now but in his eyes I am taking away his baby girl but deep down I know he likes me his just not ready to see you go, he thinks I am taking you away I see it on his face and the way he looks at me when you’re not  looking.

If it would help I would wait on marrying you, but I know you and when you have your mind set on something you are too stubborn not to do it, you would go behind your dads back and marry me in a heartbeat, but I don’t want that I want your family to be there as I walk you down the ale and I know you would want them there to only time will tell if he accepts me, I just hope it is sooner than later remember that time when I took you to the beach, and your dad got so worried he went looking for you I would never forget the look on his face when he saw me kissing you and I had my hands in your hair he looked so mortified I thought we were never going to get him to speak he was like, um I’ll see you at home Sarah and he just walked off and we just laughed I swear my heart felt like it was about to jump out of my chest I was so fucking scared and you just looked at me and smiled and said relax it’s okay he’ll forget about this whole thing babe you’ll see, and you were right he did.

It seems like only yesterday that we just met, but it was longer than that I remember it like it happened a day ago, a week ago even, our eyes met and sparks flew right then and there I knew we were destined to be together, you see Sarah destiny had it all planed out before we even knew our selves it is funny how things seem to work out without you knowing it is going to happen love is a mystery but I am so glad I found you, you never judged me for being a fairy and I never judged you for  being a witch even though you always conjure up apples at the weirdest times but don’t worry Sarah I wouldn’t have you any other way, besides you wouldn’t be you if you weren’t weird.

I remember the day I asked you to be my wife, we were surrounded by your family I went down on one knee, and said make me the happiest man and say you’ll marry me, your face lit up and you stood there for a moment I thought you would say no or run away or both, but you surprised me by saying yes and I remember how happy you were and how happy you made me by saying yes, I didn’t know that one word would make me be so happy but it did and so here we are in two weeks we will be married time sure does fly when you’re in love.

PS, With Love, You’re loving fiancé

Victor.